SavageHenry

These feelings once shook off are back with purpose. Conversation leads to thought, leads to pain. Remember it all, down to the last tear on her cheek. Remember it all as if it were yesterday. Vivid, full of color and voice. Anger, tone, and a fury of ideas strikes me, leaning me south. Change of pace, and peace of mind. Is it as true in life as I can make it in my mind? Have the years taken their toll? Have I faded from humanity that much, washed away. It's clear now that change is needed. Although when you haven't seen the top of the hole in so long it's hard to figure out where to start. Just as its hard to stay true to oneself when starin

nothing left, nothing to do, except what I had for you. life is in shambles, no light like blown out candles. ive never done it all, been to busy examining my fall. off the hill top, not for nothing but this isnt what i thought. emotionless distress, depressing my stress, filling in that hole you left. at least i know, who i have, and who i can trust, not that it matters when were all turning to dust. as a kid i had it figured out, what life was, and what it's all about. dont know you now, not sure if a care to, but fuck it! who am i to you?

You ever have one of those days where you feel like the entire world is out to get you? I know you have don't lie to me, oh yea, sure. I'm the paranoid one.  Yea, well we'll see when I'm right. Ok. Just first thing in the morning, the first thing you do goes horribly wrong. You go to brush your teeth and stab your self in the gums. Only to get into the shower and realize your still wearing your socks. Then fall bashing your skull on the wall trying to get your damn wet socks off. Sure it starts out harmless enough… … you spill hot coffee on your crotch at breakfast and then burn your mouth on some hash browns. They never refill